I participate in your sense of loss, but there is no luck here. The human body never acts randomly. Well-known physicist Albert Einstein said (in another context) that God does not play dice! (luck) You probably suffer from food and eating addiction, which should be treated mentally and physically. I advise you to read the article in the link below. Diets are not successful unless you achieve rehab from food and eating addiction, which is typical for adolescents.
Link:
Food-eating addiction – Weaning methodology.
https://www.sf-healing.com/page/192 (Copy & paste)
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